*SaiD* -HoLd- ^uP^
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¤ lemme ¤ /put\ 'some' [pimpin] -in- *it*
Today was ok. i woke up around 10*45 b/c mom kalled
and told me to get online cuz raleigh wanted me to. it took her awhile to wake me up. i guess i didnt hear my fone. but i was having a really awesome dream. i dont really feel like explaining it right now. it gets confusing. but it was kool to tha max! lol.but anyways, i got online and the only people on were my mom,raleigh,and sum people i dont really enjoy talking to..they are boring. hum then Anthony got on. i was typing a story to raleigh so it took me a while to say hey to him. but he got to me first. yup that was my big "Fuck You" of the day lol. i apologized for not saying hi right away tho. he said sum things that REALLY made me feel like a bitch. (( sorry anthony ))
Well i didnt really do much after that..except dad got breakfast and i watched maury. then i kinda layed around the house. i was feelin mopy so i decided that i needed to go shopping. so i kalled up grammy (( my idol b/c she is the BEST spender i know. )) and we went shopping. and we also looked for things fo my bedroom b/c we are going to re-do mah room! yay! i love to do that kinda stuff! so that made me happy. And let me tell you..i did sum hardcore shopping cuz i got home and i was STARVING!!!!!! so i had sum cheerios. before dinner. lol.that actually filled me up..but i ate dinner anyways!(( ima fatty ))
Hum..i kinda feel like im not accomplishing anything. i mean yea i went shopping and im awesome at it. but for sum reason (( and i HATE saying this )) but i felt like it was worthless.even thought it did make me much happier. i miss my friends. mostly i wish raleigh would get her ass bak home. i cant wait until friday to go get her at the airport! that will be exciting! omgosh i saw this guy today..and he had the whitetest teeth i have ever seen lol it was almost blinding.it was kinda kool i guess lol.hum noone is online right now. go figure. im really bored and im about to go watch sum moov's(( by myself..:( ))
Ok well i guess ill go. i dont really have much more to say. well goodnight everyone! MuCh lOvE!!!
.CHRISSY.
i *LOVE* yoo so much ANTHONY!!!!!!
sweet lil quotes and songs that are stuck in mah head!
I dOnT MaKe pRoMiSeS I Can'T FuLFiLL
sO WheN I SaY I'LL Be TheRe
* SoMeWaY ... SoMeHoW *
[ [ I WiLL ] ]
(((tHe [hEaRt] mAy fReeZe, 0r iT cAn bUrN -- tHe pAiN wilL eAsE iF i cAn LeArN -- tHeRe iS nO fUtUre tHeRe iS n0 pAsT -- i LiVe tHiS m0mEnT aS mY .. °lAsT° ..)))
._.-wHeN r PeOpLe GuNa LeArN-._.
_.-BeLieVe' WuT' YoO' SeE'-._
._.-FuCk * WhAt * YoO * HeArD-._.
AfTeR aWhIlE yOu LEaRn ThE ::DiFfErEnCe::BeTwEeN
(hOlDiNg HaNdS) + fAlLiNg In LoVe
yOu LeArN tHaT {{kIsSeS}} dOnT aLwAyS -mEaN- sOmEtHiNg
+ pRoMiSeS cAn Be --BrOkEn-->
jUsT aS qUiCkLy As ThEy WeRe MaDe
+ sOmEtImEs GoOdByEs ReAlLy ArE ...fOrEvEr...
*.bUt YoU GoTTa eXCePT iT.*
*.tHeRe R tHiNgZ YoU DoNT WaNT 2 KnOw.*
*.bUt YoU HaVe 2 LeaRN.*
*.& tHeRe R PeOpLe YoU CaNT LiVe WiTHoUt.*
*.BuT YoU HaVe To LeT Go.*
"..i try to hide...
so that no one knows...
but i guess it shows...
when u look into my eyes.."
miss you when somethingreally good happens because you're the one I want to share it with.. I miss you when something is troubling me because you're the one who understood me so well.. I miss you when I laugh & cry because I know that you were the one that made my laughter grow & my tears disappear.. I miss you all the time.. but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night & think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other - for those were some of the best & most memorable times of my life.
There's a piece of you that's here with me.
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see.
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by.
I can make believe that you're here.
"Tough times and long days
But it really just depends on the season
For now we'll say goodbye
We know it's not the last time
I've lost the best part of my day
But it's better where you're going anyway.."