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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

.::DaMn BiTcHeS N hOeS::.

                                             * i FuCkInG hate people.*
                                         *(( Excuse my FrEnCh.........))*

                                i dont understand why people have to be so mean.
                                Even if it is the truth, or even if it isnt. i guess when
                                you are mean to sumone it comes bak and bites u
                                in the ass. But w/e i guess. w/e floats mean people's
                                boat! lol. BUT anyways...today i did a hole lotta nothing!
                                i got up around 11:30 i felt like CRAP! my head was like
                                pounding! it sucked! i felt bad cuz me and *RaLeIgH* had a
                                few things we wanted to do but i felt to sik to get up. o well.
                                then i got online and i talked to *AnThOnY!!* yay that was fun!
                                then i got in the shower! which made me feel much better.
                                then i sat around and did NOTHING!! fun huh? lol ! me and
                                mom got in another fight today..it seems like thats all that we
                                do lately..is fight. i mean god..if she wasnt so selfish. maybe
                                i could stand to be around her. but w/e i guess i can be a bitch
                                too sumtimes.AnYwAyS..i talked to andrew..anthony's friend to
                                he seems really awesome! him and anthony are so much alike
                                to actually talk to him on the fone instead of the internet! lol! but
                               lets see what else did i do..? OH! i did the dishes lol! and i tried
                               to make peanut butter..OK so you CANT make peanut butter..it
                               doesnt work..lol just incase any of you might wanna try..dont waste
                               your time! lol! but ok..well i dont really know wut else to say..so im
                               guna go. laterz.

                                                    *!MwAh!*
                                                    -chrissy-

                      remember raleigh...
                     friends dont let friends drive [home] frum a KIK ASS party drunk

                                 I LOVE MY RALEIGH
                          ..DAMNIT..

Posted at 02:52 am by ToP10rEgReTs
PaRtIr DoUx

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

*liar, liar pant's on FIRE*

*humph*

well today started off SUPER boring! then it got ok i guess. lets see..my mom and raleigh woke me up again this morning! which kinda stunk b/c i havent been able to sleep at night for the past few days. last night was really bad though like i dunno what is wrong with me. lonely i suppose. but i couldnt sleep at all..i mean it was one of those tossing turning SO awake that you have to get up and just watch tv. lol it was bad. cuz the only thing i wanted to do was sleep but i just...couldnt?!?...

                       But anyway, I got up and dad had already went and got donuts which was really awesome! cuz i had been craving them!! but then dad was like ok in return i need you to start on laundry and oh yea clean your bathroom its HORRIBLE! (( the worst thing in the world to clean! )) and i wasnt even that bad..except my makeup and hair stuff was everywhere. and that took a while to get everything in a organized spot. but it was worth it i suppose cuz now i have a clean bathroom.......!
                         Hum then what did i do? OH yea i watched MADtv with clayton that was fun i guess. We actually didnt fight! lol whoa shocker i knoe! then i got online for a little while. nobody was on really. but then josh got on so i talked to him!! hes a good cheer*er upper!!! even tho i wasnt sad lol..he still makes me laugh like so much! good friend, good friend!!! hum then i got offline cuz dad needed the computer and i needed to fold laundry. hum..then i just kinda sat around the house..
                       That was the boring part of my day! then dad started cooking dinner, so i helped a lil bit..mostley watched cuz we all know im not a very good cook (( right anthony?!? hehe and my cake burning accident! )) but o well that was still fun! then dad decided to rent movies! (( GREAT idea i must add! )) so i rented "Monster" with christina ricci ..she stole my name! its a good thing i like her! or there would be hell to pay! hehe jk!!! well that was a odd but good flick!
                       then half way into the mooV dad got dinner ready! so i went and ate then "SummerLand" came on so i stopped my mooV and watched that! which tonight it was really good! then i got online..glad i did cuz anthony was on!! and i got a IM frum this gurl..and her name is maddie and she lives in Cali and its funny cuz we have like almost the SAME screen name and she thought i was on hers b/c she forgot that hers was spelled a lil bit different so she put the wrong s/n on her buddylist..confusing but it was kool! lol she was cute! she was like YAY! i met sumone frum texas! wow!! lol! i wanted to tell her it isnt all that great and i would LOVE to live in Cali!
                      But ok..i dont really have anything else to say..so i guess ill go and watch sum comedy central! *hopefully* i can sleep tonight! you knoe..ive noticed tho..ever since i havent talked on the fone to sumone everynight..i havent slept good. i DONT like it! lol..ok byes!!
                                          .CHRISSY.

*-)Whats with boys and sound effects*-)

*~*Can fat people go skinny-dipping?*~*

_*WhY dO tHeY CaLl It A FrEnCh KiSs If ItAlIaNs Do It ThE best ...*_

ahhh im SO full of questions tonight!!!

i asked anthony why a "briefcase" was kalled what its kalled. and i think he thought i was an idiot =( but i REALLY wanted to know why!!!!???!!!! hehe ..im ALWAYS going to think before i ask questions now! cuz i hate looking dumb infront of him

Posted at 04:11 am by ToP10rEgReTs
MoR dOuX (1)

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

*{[StIll LeArNiNg]}*

*SaiD* -HoLd- ^uP^
.w.a.i.t. ~a~.:.minute.:.

¤ lemme ¤ /put\ 'some' [pimpin] -in- *it*

                      Today was ok. i woke up around 10*45 b/c mom kalled
and told me to get online cuz raleigh wanted me to. it took her awhile to wake me up. i guess i didnt hear my fone. but i was having a really awesome dream. i dont really feel like explaining it right now. it gets confusing. but it was kool to tha max! lol.but anyways, i got online and the only people on were my mom,raleigh,and sum people i dont really enjoy talking to..they are boring. hum then Anthony got on. i was typing a story to raleigh so it took me a while to say hey to him. but he got to me first. yup that was my big "Fuck You" of the day lol. i apologized for not saying hi right away tho. he said sum things that REALLY made me feel like a bitch. (( sorry anthony ))
               Well i didnt really do much after that..except dad got breakfast and i watched maury. then i kinda layed around the house. i was feelin mopy so i decided that i needed to go shopping. so i kalled up grammy (( my idol b/c she is the BEST spender i know. )) and we went shopping. and we also looked for things fo my bedroom b/c we are going to re-do mah room! yay! i love to do that kinda stuff! so that made me happy. And let me tell you..i did sum hardcore shopping cuz i got home and i was STARVING!!!!!! so i had sum cheerios. before dinner. lol.that actually filled me up..but i ate dinner anyways!(( ima fatty ))
                Hum..i kinda feel like im not accomplishing anything. i mean yea i went shopping and im awesome at it. but for sum reason (( and i HATE saying this )) but i felt like it was worthless.even thought it did make me much happier. i miss my friends. mostly i wish raleigh would get her ass bak home. i cant wait until friday to go get her at the airport! that will be exciting! omgosh i saw this guy today..and he had the whitetest teeth i have ever seen lol it was almost blinding.it was kinda kool i guess lol.hum noone is online right now. go figure. im really bored and im about to go watch sum moov's(( by myself..:( ))
                Ok well i guess ill go. i dont really have much more to say. well goodnight everyone! MuCh lOvE!!!
                                   .CHRISSY.
                     i *LOVE* yoo so much ANTHONY!!!!!!

                         sweet lil quotes and songs that are stuck in mah head!

                                I dOnT MaKe pRoMiSeS I Can'T FuLFiLL
                                     sO WheN I SaY I'LL Be TheRe
                                       * SoMeWaY ... SoMeHoW *
                                                 [ [ I WiLL ] ]

(((tHe [hEaRt] mAy fReeZe, 0r iT cAn bUrN -- tHe pAiN wilL eAsE iF i cAn LeArN -- tHeRe iS nO fUtUre tHeRe iS n0 pAsT -- i LiVe tHiS m0mEnT aS mY .. °lAsT° ..)))

                                              ._.-wHeN r PeOpLe GuNa LeArN-._.
                                              _.-BeLieVe' WuT' YoO' SeE'-._
                                               ._.-FuCk * WhAt * YoO * HeArD-._.

AfTeR aWhIlE yOu LEaRn ThE ::DiFfErEnCe::BeTwEeN
(hOlDiNg HaNdS) + fAlLiNg In LoVe
yOu LeArN tHaT {{kIsSeS}} dOnT aLwAyS -mEaN- sOmEtHiNg
+ pRoMiSeS cAn Be --BrOkEn-->
jUsT aS qUiCkLy As ThEy WeRe MaDe
+ sOmEtImEs GoOdByEs ReAlLy ArE ...fOrEvEr...

*.tHeRe R tHiNgZ YoU DoNT WaNT 2 HaPPeN.*
*.bUt YoU GoTTa eXCePT iT.*
*.tHeRe R tHiNgZ YoU DoNT WaNT 2 KnOw.*
*.bUt YoU HaVe 2 LeaRN.*
*.& tHeRe R PeOpLe YoU CaNT LiVe WiTHoUt.*
*.BuT YoU HaVe To LeT Go.*

                                                                   "..i try to hide...
                                                            so that no one knows...
                                                              but i guess it shows...
                                                                when u look into my eyes.."

miss you when somethingreally good happens because you're the one I want to share it with.. I miss you when something is troubling me because you're the one who understood me so well.. I miss you when I laugh & cry because I know that you were the one that made my laughter grow & my tears disappear.. I miss you all the time.. but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night & think of all the wonderful times that we spent with each other - for those were some of the best & most memorable times of my life.

                                  There's a piece of you that's here with me.
                                   It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see.
                                    When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by.
                         I can make believe that you're here.

"Tough times and long days
But it really just depends on the season
For now we'll say goodbye
We know it's not the last time
I've lost the best part of my day
But it's better where you're going anyway.."

Posted at 02:25 am by ToP10rEgReTs
PaRtIr DoUx

Monday, June 21, 2004

.::SO different::.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!!!

SportWack24: happy fathers day christina
thanks sean!!! its great being a dad!! lol...

                OK SO...today was ight..my dad piked me up frum the g-maz around noon then i came home got ready ..talked online a lil bit then daddy clay and i went out to lunch at El Paso..yummyness i had quesidillas..MAH FAV!!! and then we came home i washed daddys truck for him!! ((im such a good daughter)) then i took a shower and got ready and we went to my g-maz house for father*ness stuff. it was ok. i bought mah warped tour tickets..but not after complaining to josh about how CONFUSING it is to use a credit card lol..but he is a good listener so it made complaining alot easier!! ((THANK YOO JOSHY!!)) lol then we aint dinner later that night and then we sat around. me and grammy played with her new kitten and then me and clay swam and such. then i just watched TV till dad was ready to come home. that was pretty much my day summed up!!!!!!!!!!! fun huh? OH YEA oodles and boodles of it! ;) lol.

                i talked to mah raleigh today for a lil while..but then she had to go b/c of family time and all that! but it was good talking to her..i CANT wait till she gets home! im going to pik her up frum the airport friday! and then sat we b going to warped tour! YAY!!!!!! hehe i cant wait! hum..oh and i talked to anthony also..it was fun. BUT anyways..NEW subject..im super bored and im super hyper at the same time..is that possible?!? hehe! ok well i think im going to go watch pirates of the carribean for the..oh..MILLIONTH time in the past 2 days! hehe iLOVEit!! ok byes!!
                            .chrissy.

RANDOM*NESS

iRiShSoCcErDoOd: hey there hot stuff

(( aw josh..i know im hott!! hehe jk ))

"Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up."

i like that..mucho*ness

things just arnt the same anymore..BUT i suppose things change and thats just the way it works..UGH.(( im not likin this CERTAIN kind of change between sumone..))

Posted at 03:19 am by ToP10rEgReTs
PaRtIr DoUx

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

.::DaNcIn N ThE dArK::.

*-Emotional Touch-*

so um..today lets see what did i do? OH yea..well i woke up at about 9:30 to a cat scratching on the cabin door. and i was not suprised to see that my dad, poppy, clayton and bobby were already out fishing on the lake. it was nice tho, i had sum peace and so i sat out on the deck and thought about stuff..i talked to myself ALOT. it was kinda skurry.i talked to that damn cat to. but for sum reason it wasnt in a talkative mood? hehe. ok moving on..
around 10:45 or so we were packed and already on the road.*ThAnKfUlLy* not that i didnt have fun. i had alot of fun! but i definatly discovered im not a very "outdoorsey" kind of gurl. but hey! i tried right!? and it was tough b/c i was the only girl so i was around a bunch of farting and all that nasty stuff and i didnt know what to do. b/c i dont fart seeing as how im a gurl and all ;) hehe! i swear i gained 2 pounds though. which is just great, like i need it..
Anyhow, i learned how to shoot a 30-30 and a 22. and DAYUM that 30 kiks after you shoot it i almost landed on my butt. (( im sure it was better than watching TV for bobby my dad clayton and poppy..)) and i went fishing. (( yuck.)) i caught two fisheys one of the was actually really big! hum. and thats about it. i tanned even though my sunburn is like TERRIBLE ive never been this sunburned like i swear i have skin cancer. but im going to get right bak in the tanning bed as soon as i stop all the nasty bubbling and peeling. b/c my tan is sooo off on my chest and bak.

I had to go to the grandparents house tonight. for like a family dinner thingy mobobber. my god. those things are so boring i have to like get up and go bak to my room b/c i might die of boredem if i dont. the dinner consist of sitting around the dinning room table and talking about jobs. and boring adult junk and then they go into how much im growing up and then how much of a pain in the ass clayton is becoming. then when everyone is through eating we get up and all go to the TV room. (( the worst part by far )) and then poppy turns on the discovery channel. and then grammy starts in with all her political crap. and poppy says and i quote " becky we are trying to watch TV ((i dont kall that tv but w/e floats his boat)) can you be quiet or take it in the other room" OR he will just flat out turn the volume up ALL the way on the tv. but yea..its horrible.
But anyways, i go to moms wednesday. and i think sat night we are all going to this car thing like racey stuff i dont know to be honest i wasnt really paying attention to the details i was just saying yea uhuh that will be really fun.lol. now i feel bad. owell. but i mean even if it is with family it will give me sumthing to do i guess considering anthony is out of town and so is raleigh for another 2 FREEKIN weeks! i suppose it really could be fun i love anything to do with cars. i dont know why. lol. ok well i dont really have anything else to say. i dont think. ok. so i guess ill go. byes.

.christina.

this song has been stuck in my head ALLL day. even on the 4 hour drive home from the ranch. CrAzY huh?!?

"It's your love" -- Tim Mcgraw and Faith Hill



Dancin' in the dark
Middle of the night
Takin' your heart
And holdin' it tight

Emotional touch
Touchin' my skin
And askin' you to do
What you've been doin' all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love

Better than I was
More than I am
And all of this happened
By takin' your hand

And who I am now
Is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in, no
And if you asked me why I changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
Oh, baby

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does somethin' to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
It's your love
It's your love
It's your love

*aww sweetness* ;)

Posted at 01:50 am by ToP10rEgReTs
MoR dOuX (2)

Thursday, June 10, 2004

::GAY::

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you and put them in blue
3. Whatever you don't bold and put in blue is false

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a bathroom
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana (just kidding!)
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colors on their backs
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like G. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret[and im not telling!]
23. I hate snow
24. I treat my cell phone like its my left kidney
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra sometimes
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway
42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages
48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw the computer out a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds AHAAHHAHAHAHA
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter
58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inch long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor (sometimes)
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little. (until i was 13 actually)
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a wagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I have a third eye
83. I love Mozambique
84. I'm scared of american fast food
85. I don't trust any religion
86. I used to play with barbies only because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food (not much neway)
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying
98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "abnormal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue

1) using band names, spell out your first name:
C-coal Chamber..lol i saw it down there in those questions..
H-Hoobastank
R-Rooney
I-Incubus
S-Simple Plan
T-Taking back sunday
I-Ima robot
N-N*sync
A-Alkaline trio

2) Have you ever had a song written about you? not that i noe of
3) What song makes you cry? ... Me and Emily
4) What song makes you happy? pieces of me- ashlee simpson
5) What do you like to listen to before bed? varies every night
6) Name a song by Coal Chamber: hoo?

8) First album you ever bought: n'sync and britney spears
9) Name a song that reminds you of someone and why: reason- hoobastank b/c thats me and anthonys song

a p p e a r a n c e
HEIGHT: 5"3 1/2
HAIR COLOR: brown with blonde highlights
SKIN COLOR: TaN biotch
EYE COLOR: blue and green
PIERCINGS: ears.
TATTOOS: nope

r i g h t n o w
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: im stripped boxers lol
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: memory..sugarcolt
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: apple cuz im eating a carmeal apple lollipop
HOW ARE YOU?: ok..?

d o y o u
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: yepp on swings and sumtimes in the car
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: i say furreal alot and i say like in like every sentence at least 9 times
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: nope
LIKE TO DRIVE?: sure y not.

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: one tree hill...but right now its summerland
CONDITIONER: fructis
BOOK: love invents us
MAGAZINE: cosmopolitan
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: koolaid
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: hang w/ friends
BAND OR GROUP or SINGER or RAPPER: eh i dont have a favorite

h a v e y o u

BROKEN THE LAW: yes
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: yes
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: nah.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: hasnt everybody?
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: of course !
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: nope.
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: yep.. daddy's.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: yupFELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: yea . .

l o v e
BOYFRIEND: eh
SEXUALITY:straight?
CHILDREN: none
CURRENT CRUSH: me

BEEN IN LOVE?: maybe i have or maybe i am
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: only once
BEEN HURT?: only once
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: none
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: naw lol

Posted at 09:26 pm by ToP10rEgReTs
PaRtIr DoUx

{+*FuRrEaL*+}

ok im SO bored. you have no idea! ugh. my cat is like ALL up on the key board so its hard to type lol its funny. OMGOSH im so excited it stopped raining! yay! hum tomorow i have a hole day to myself thank goodness. im gonna go to my moms tonight. i cant wait to c my baby sabastian.. ( puppy ) he is soooooo cute (( even though anthony doesnt like him..)) lol. well anyways i just got done cleaning the kitchen my room and my bathroom. daddy will be very pleased! and im REALLY tired b/c that was alot of cleaning! hum but i havent eaten all day so i think im going to go eat sumthin and then take a nap. alrighty bye bye!
XoXo .chrissy.

They say your entire life flashes before you when you die...
m.a.k.e.i.t.w.o.r.t.h.w.a.t.c.h.i.n.g

*Life'S a DanCe yOu Learn aS yOu gO SOmeTimeS ya LeaD SomeTimeS ya fOLLOW DOn'T WOrry BOuT WHaT yOu DOn'T KnOW, Life'S a DanCe yOu Learn aS yOu gO!*

*HAVE YOU EVER:*
01) cried for someone? yes

02) had a true kiss? yes

03) fallin' in love? no...i duno

04) been heartbroken? yeah

05) missed someone? yeah... it happens a lot

06) been afraid to love? yes but i think im ready

07) lost someone you care about? yes

08) broken someone's heart? i dont think so...

09) played anyone? no

10) been played? yes

11) gotten down on your knees for someone? no

12) picture how it is to love someone? yeah

14) lied? yes... but its not good to

*WHAT iS THE:*
01) longest relationship? 1 1/2 years

04) funniest kiss? ..um lol i kiss this guy and he was bad and i laughed. (( he hates me now ))

05) who would you never want to lose? raleigh and uh..well NOONE! why would i want to lose sumone?

06) who do you regret losing? a few people

07) who is your bizzi? Bizzi huh??....

08) biggest thing you fear? spiders and being lost

*LAST PERSON YOU:*
01) IMed? hmm... anthony raleigh and my mom

02) talked on the phone with? raleigh

03) saw? my brother

04) had a serious talk with? duno

05) made cry? I hope no one

06) made laugh? lol i dont knoe gosh

07) yelled at? my brother and mom

08) cussed at? I dont cuss... ;)

09) thought of? anthony. and raleigh

*WHO:*
01) makes you laugh? everyone... haha... all my friends are crazies in a good way :o)

02) made you cry? hum..

03) is a true friend? ME! i mean my bestest...raleigh

04) is nice/weird? all of us are... :o)

05) is a bhama? I don’t know what that means

06) likes you? everyone likes me.

*RANDOM:*
01) favorite song right now? Me and Emily by Rachel Proctor

02) favorite word? furreal

03) place want to be? my room.

04) are you open-minded? yes

05) rain or sun? sun

06) winter or summer? Summer!!!!

07) love or hate? Love <3

08) one moment you'll never forget? me and rah shatin in the ocean (( dont ask ))

09) future career? ANYTHING with clothes and makeup

10) Kids or no kids? dont know yet.

11) Cat or dog? doggie

12) Half empty or half full? Half full

13) Mustard or ketchup? ketchup

14) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover

15) Newspaper or magazine? magazine (( cosmopolitain?!? ))

16) Sandals or sneakers? flip flops

17) Wonder or amazement? amazement

18) Red car or white car? red

19) Happy & poor or sad & rich? Happy and poor

20) Singing or dancing? DANICING!!!!

21) Hugging or kissing? Both?

22) Corduroy or plain? plain

23) Happy or sad? Happy

24) Blondes, brunettes? doesnt matter i guess.

25) 2 or 4 doors (on a car): i dont care.

26) Coffee or ice cream:ice cream

27) Shampoo or conditioner: Both

28) Bridges or tunnels: tunnels

29) One pillow or two: two

30) Pierce your nose or tongue? neither...

31) Be serious or be funny? funny

32) Drink whole or skim milk? i dont like thick milk so..

33) simple or complicated? both

34) Flowers or angels? flowers

35) Grey or gray? gray

36) Color or black-&-white photos? depends what it is of... color usually

39) M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms

40) Rap or rock? Rap

41) Staying up late or waking up early? stay up late

42) TV or radio? tv

43) oooops.... (( um ok? ))

44) Eating apples or oranges? Oranges

45) Being hot or cold? cold but i am always cold... even in the summer sometimes

46) Tall/Short members of the opposite sex? as long as they are taller than me i dont care

47) Sun or moon? Sun, because you can tan, but moon because it is awesome to look at in the night time...

49) Left or right? right

50) Having 10 acquaintances or 1 bestfriend? 1 best friend

51) ooops....(( again..ok?))

52) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla

53) Boys or girls? umm... depends... ;o) lol jk def. boys!

54) Green beans or carrots? carrots

55) Low fat or fat free? fat free DUH!

*WHiCH iS BETTER WiTH THE OPPOSiTE SEX: *
01) cute or sexy? both are good.

02) lips or eyes? eyes

03) short or tall? as long as they are taller than me...

04) fatty or skinny? HAHA. well of course not fat.

05) sweet or caring? both

06) romantic or spontaneous? both

07) sensitive or loud? a little bit of both

*ANSWER TRUTHFULLY*
01) Do you have a crush? Sure do

02) Who is it? haha

03) Are you guys together? eh..hard to say

04) If so, how long has it been? ....

05) What do you look for in a guy? a BIG WEENY!! hehe just kidding!

06) Is he everything you mentioned above? i dont know...?

07) Where do you want to live? cali

08) What kind of job do you want? didnt i answer this already??

09) Do you want to get married? i think so.

I:
01) I hurt: when I get lied to, someone else is hurt, I lose something/someone that means a lot to me.

02) I like: PINK, olive garden, grapes, boys, ... and lots of other stuff.

03) I love: my dog and anthony and raleigh!!!

04) I hate: mean people...

05) I feel: blah!

07) I drive: illegally..

08) I learned: that even the poeple you care the most about are liars.

09) I wait: for mr. right....

10) I will: read my bible every day..(( yea...))

11) I miss: having $$... and hanging out with friends more...

12) I want: a new car... and $$$

13) I fear: yucky spiders and being lost and not having anyone to love me

14) I am: bored

*CURRENT:*
Current Clothes:tube top and really short shorts..(( im sunburned and it hurts so NO CLOTHES!! ))

Current Music: country

Current Desktop Picture: a pic of me and clayton (( my bro )) and my dad in spain

Current Favorite Show: summerland

Current Refreshment: water is good.

GAYNESS!!! these things make me laugh.

Posted at 07:51 pm by ToP10rEgReTs
PaRtIr DoUx

Saturday, June 05, 2004

(( party party PARTY))

                                                  little confessions

                   well..today was ok i guess. could have been better. i went tanning omg the LONGEST 20 minutes of my life. my ass was on fire!!! lol then i got home and my daddy called!! yea!! my favorite convo with him EVER!! he told me that i could go to the *beach* with rah this weekend!! yayuh! so freekin excited! b/c my tan ass is gonna look *HOTT*!!! ok so anyways..New Subject..

                   omgosh..im so bored. im watching grounded for life its so flippin funny!! but im really lonely..b/c im usually talking to Rah or Ant but my fone went dead on Rah and Ant is out of town. POOOOO.but anyways.. yea so there isnt anything to write about..EXCEPT..omgosh this one person..not going to name any names or anything..but ya she was always telling me and raleigh you cant *love*.

well i guess that its only ok to love when its her..well i got news for you..you stupid hypocrite..you can just suk my pretend cock b.c you SO contrdicted yourself this time. not me. you know you talk about how we are to young to know about love and all that crap. well now she is all talking about how she loves this guy.well yea..she is gay. omgosh..dont even wanna talk about it. ok..so BYES!!!

.chrissy.

" and which would you prefer? my finger on the trigger or me faced down, down across your floor? And would you tell all your freinds (( not that she has any )) youve got your gun to my head..? "   {[DeDiCaTeD]}

Posted at 01:35 am by ToP10rEgReTs
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Thursday, June 03, 2004

.::GAYNESS::.

         *hE AbUsEz HeR w/ HuGz N' KiSsEz*

                  ok so im really bored. im wating on my hair to dry..im not going to blo-dry it b/c it ruins my hair and we dont want my pretty hair to be ruined now do we? lol well anyways..i think rah is coming over tomorow morning. im excited my aunt is coming to get clayton for a few hours today so i can have a lil bit of freekin ME time. thank goodness. ok ...so new subject.

         im sad..anthony is going to florida friday. NO GOOD! i hope he only stays for a week instead of two. i havent seen him in..a week which means when he leaves thats 2 weeks of not seeing him! but thats ok lol. (( i guess )) hum ..i want to go to florida. im going to hide in a bag and go lol. yea..so i should loose..oh..15 pounds by friday in order to fit. oh god. i sound like sarah. " i dont fit into a size seven blah blah im soooooo fat " lol ok im mean ill stop talking now.

      BUT OK!! clayton is screaming at me cuz he wants the computer so i guess ill give it to him. ok ..so bye.

</3 .chrissy marie.

**even though i ((know)) i DoNt want to know.yea i guess i know i just hate how it ((sounds))**

I LOVE YOO RAH RAH!!

Posted at 06:43 pm by ToP10rEgReTs
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004

:shrug:?----ok

                                          well..

                   im confused..?!? thats all there is to say.

                                           ~moving on~

MrHaltom: Los dedos del pie de los christinas son melenudos

gee thanx anthony...luv ya to!!
but anyway..im sitting here..on my ass..and its summer might i add..GAY!!!!!!!
i should be out. i want to go to the beach. me and raleigh are going to go to the beach no matter what! yay! hehe we gunna shake our ass on the beach!!! in our hottness bathing suits!! yayuh!!

ok new subject..
raleigh is so gay damnit! actually just kidding. hum. i smell like my perfume. i dont know why?!? i havent sprayed any..i guess its cuz thats what my bed smells like and im still in my pjs. lol pathetic i know.aint no good.

OMG?!? guess what? ok just guess...i think my aunt is going to let me go bak to california this summer...im so excited! i love it there. it makes me happy. i hope i get to go! i would like pee mah pants! b/c like um..its cali..uber fine guys at the beach even tho its kinda cold water.

ok..well there are things like really bothering me right now and i feel like i cant talk about them b/c i dont know. i dont like to talk about things that bother me. and last night i was sitting in my room reading (( which i guess is a shocker? ))
and my dad came in there and sat down and was like is sumthin bothering you latley? b/c you have been acting really strange. and i was like OMG just leave me alone. you know and i couldnt use pms as a excuse b/c yea it was still may and i had already..ok so we wont talk about this but yea i was just like duche if i want you to know i will tell you. and i duno it really pisses me off b/c half the reason im upset is b/c of him and he doesnt even relize it. but i dont know im not making any sense so i will GO!! ok byes!

OMG I LOVE RALEIGH JONES!!!!!! (( not like a lesbian would ;) ))

.chrissy marie.

IM REALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLY BORED. AND HYPER.

Posted at 07:42 pm by ToP10rEgReTs
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